I slept for almost 7 hours last night but till now... I can't understand why I feel so tired. Not just tired physically...but emotional, mentally, spiriturally. I don't know why I feel so "nega" since yesterday. Though the que is really not that bad and we even had a meeting for almost 2 hours, I still feel the pressured in the office. I feel bad that another close friend would leave the team if ever the final verdict would be either lateral transfer or termination. I already lost two of my closest friend before, one of them I treat as my bestfriend... I don't know if I could still manage to lose another. I feel so sad, tired and confused. I feel threatened, anxious and afraid...afraid of losing the foundation of my future plans. Lord, please let me endure the remaining two years of my call center journey. After two years, I can now do whatever I want to do with my life. I can now start living my dream.... I pray Lord, that you will make a way for my plans. To you be the glory forever, Amen.

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I just don't like this day. I don't know why but I really felt so sad. Maybe I got so tired from my shift as there are so many calls coming in, furthermore, my teammates thought a large size tshirt would fit me so they picked that size for me but since the sizes are too small... there is really no way I could fit in to that shirt. Also, the pag-ibig salary loan we applied for last month still was'nt approved... and last but not the least...there is a possibility that my friend would be transferred to a different account or worse might get terminated because of an honest mistake she committed at work. I just feel like everything is falling apart. I don't like this feeling and I don't like thinking about negative things so I feel I really need to rest well today. I think I need an 8 hour sleep just to drive all these nega things away. I hope tonight would be a better night than last night shift. Amen.

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oh I almost forgot, the shoes I just wore today gave up only after 8 hours of use... what a day!

I don't know why I feel aloof and I really am not close to one of my officemates. She is a pretty and kind girl but I just can't read her mind, maybe that's the reason I tend to distance myself to her. I am a joker, most people learned to love me because of my humor and it's my way of befriending someone...but it just won't click to her. There are numerous times I offer her my hand, tried to talk to her, spend some time with her so I can know her better but it just won't work. It's hard because most of my friends are really close to her and whenever we need to go out to eat or to go somewhere...she would always come with us. We really had no fight or something like that but I feel that there is really an invisible wall between us. I hope I can get over this feeling, I really don't like it. I'm really trying my best to befriend everyone on the team. I hope I can bond with her sometime and really try to know who she really is, besides we're in one team...

Haha, we we're permitted to go home today as Lysie, one of our previous qsps, asked us if we can file for vgh (voluntary go home) as there are so many agents on the floor and the que is not that high. In fact, we experienced 15 minutes avail time one hour before our shift ends. It's a relief as we do have a heavy call volume for the past 7 hours! So we signed up for one and was approved for VGH 45 minutes before our shift ends. Everyone was so happy because at last, we can go home early and call it a day as our shift for today was really stressful. I need to go home early as I need to finish review tasks that was supposed to expire today. Unfortunately, Ice, my officemate/friend texted me saying "galit daw si tl dahil nag vgh tayo" wtf? I really can't understand and there's really no point that he would get annoyed because we filed for vgh through other people and not through him. He never told us that we can't file for one if it is not filed through him. Things are really getting complicated on the office. I can't help but to doubt my TL as I once lost my trust in him because of a certain secret we have that he was able to share easily with others. I hate this feeling. I don't want to lose my confidence in him completely as my work would greatly suffer. I hope I can control my emotions and just stay focused on my job.

Last week, I with Melai and Sam checked on the house and lot we've been wanting to purchase through a housing loan. I found it very affordable as it would only cost me almost P4100 payable in 30 years to own that property. It is a 50 sqm property, with house and lot, with provision for one bedroom at the loft. Though the lot area is not that big, I guess a little bit of imagination and creativity would work with it. I already have a plan in mind on how I would beautify this house.

The house is actually big enough for two to three people...perfect for a couple who are just starting out a life together. It is really cute. I fell in love with it the first time I saw it. I already pictured what I'll gonna do to beautify the house. I would adorn it with colorful accessories and furnitures. I'll gonna paint the house pink and yellow inside and out. Since the front yard is so huge, I would adorn it with colorful mail boxes. I've checked on the net and found a site that showcases different types of Residential Mailboxes that would fit into any type of houses and I would just purchase one online for that. I've learned that Mailboxes are used by many house owners not just to make sure the mails would be delivered to the correct address but can also be used as a house accessory.

Though the place is not yet fully developed, I think I would go for it. We are just renting our place and I feel that I am just wasting the money I pay for the rent because it the end, the house would never be ours. I want to have something that I could say mine and I pray that it would be my own house. I still am weighing my options but I hope my decision would be the best for us.

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in Jesus name I claim this house, Amen!

Only now was able to find time to blog hop and as I check on the blog of my good friend Joedel .... I was able to see that he wrote an article about how to increase your blog readership and telling such things as page ranking and technorati authorities, which is really new to my ear (i dont care at all, in short). I mean, I make money out of my blog articles and the mere fact that I really dont have so many readers ( I have loyal fans though, haha!) and yet advertisers are still paying me means its does'nt makes sense at all! Joedel has an answer for that, he said (thru ym again, tnx yahoo!) that page rankings and technorati rankings are essential for you to have more review tasks. He said that the higher readership you have and the more people linking you to their site adds up to your score and if you have a high score, it follows that you will be flooded with more offers and more review options. Hmmmm, sounds good... I'm still learning here but Ill take the first step.

He said that the first thing you need to do to make sure you'll get review tasks from advertisers is to find the best web hosting company that would house your domain. Those website hosting companies are the ones that provides space on a server they own or lease for use by their clients as well as providing internet connectivity. It is a type of internet hosting service that allows individuals and organizations make their own site accessible to the world wide web. Joedel suggested I check on web hosting guide available on the internet to make sure I'll be able to pick the best option. Through the guide, I'll be able to know what those web hosting providers can offer, their plans and promos and of course what their customers think of the service they get from them. I need to make sure that the web hosting services I get would be one of the most reliable one. I don't want my blog to suffer just by making the wrong decision of picking up the wrong one as there are hundreds of fly by night web hosting companies that would offer everything to lure you into subscribing to their plans.

I am still checking for the best web hosting company that would best provide me with all the web hosting needs I have. Wish me luck!

I am so happy that we again were approved to go on vgh! We had our meeting for almost 2 hours and after our meeting, we were informed that we can now go home. The whole team, together with our new teammates went to Yoohoo Bar @ around 6:00 am to celebrate this event. Haha! We had a beer and a liempo as our pulutan. We had a blast and it seems like we already knew each other for so long because of our manner of speaking and our mannerisms. Maybe because we again happen to have a gay teammate GK. I am so happy that GK is now part of the team as he is the one bringing color to our group. Thanks Lord for my new friends. You really never fail surrounding my life with wonderful people. Amen.

Hay naku, we should've gone to a comedy bar tonight but because Melai just backed out the last minute...same with icey.. well, i think I'll just gonna call it off na lang. I don't like the attitude of people who would always say yes all the time and at the last minute, would say no. It's better for you to decline to a request than to always say yes then would quit the last minute. Hay, wala tuloy akong reserbang gagawin. I have a looonggg 3 day off, I wonder what I'll do on the next two days, hayyyy... maybe I would just update all my 10 blogs, kikita pa ako. God Bless Everyone!

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He again chatted with me saying he got a tech support position on the same company I am working for only he was deligated in UP Ayala Hub. To be honest with you, I don't know why instead of being happy... I was kind'a sad about it. I resigned from my first job because of him... because I don't want to fall in love with my best friend. We're not able to see each other for five long years and then boom ... all of a sudden, he would again show up saying "at last! we're now officemates!" He does'nt have to go to the path I've walked through. I'm soooo much over him already since the day I confessed to him what had transpired in the past which made me decide to leave my job. I was kind'a devastated as he still doesn't have any clue how much he've hurted me. I don't want him to to ruin my life again. I managed to be fine without him... I managed to survive. Now, he's back - wanting me to be a part of his life again...it's just so unfair. I don't know why God allows me to go through the same path again but I believe that this is just a test of faith. I must be strong... I must learn how to resist. I must not give in...not anymore...

Just recently, me and my friend came up with a business idea. Since we are really fond of creating beaded ornaments such as bracelets, necklaces and earrings - we decided to form a partnership. We decided to create several pieces of beaded accessories and we'll gonna sell it out in different bazaar in our area. We already came up with a plan on how to advertise our products. We would give out flyers and will put up a big banner in our exhibit booths. Our common friends promised to help us inform people about our products by buying some pieces and showing it to their officemates and friends as well.

We also plan to join trade show displays to advertise our products. We might need to get a truss to show off our accessories and to attract people to come and see our booth. I also saw one of those really cute logo floor mats which would really help us promote our biz and we will definitely get one of those to help us advertise our accessories. We are really excited on this new venture. As of now we are still on the planning stage but we already have necessary tools and materials to start creating several pieces. We plan to start small but I know through great designs and affordability of our accessories plus the help of advertising thru exhibit booths and word of mouth... I know we can make it big someday. Will update you more of this great experience once we're able to finalize things. Wish us luck!

It has been a great week! I happen to meet with an old friend yesterday and I may say...my feelings for him was not the same as what I used to have before. Things changed drastically. I don't know why I had this sudden change of heart but I am really thankful to God for leading me in the right path. If I still have this strong feelings for him till now, it would be very hard for me to decide whether or not to settle with my present boyfriend. God really moves in mysterious ways and I know that all of these things that transpired within the past couple of months are a part of His plan. Thank you Lord for changing my heart. I now know what you want me to do. Amen.

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